I got a fair share of pain that i have received.
I will have a scar left on my leg.
Is that not enough?

Since the accident, i want to change.
But if u people, my surrounding..
Are treating me this way..
Its just bringing me down and down..

I know its my fault..
But how long does things have to go this way?
How long do i have to be a stranger?
How long i can't meet him?

I'm sorry.

But have u guys ever known..
The times i will just cry seeing images of the accident in my head?no,u guys don't know.
The times i would just look at the wound with full of regrets?no, cause u guys don't care.
The times i have to go and see the doctor and limp all the way?no,u guys don't know.

I just want my life back.
The life that i will just be happy.
But i know the mark will be left on my leg.
& please, don't put the blame on him.

A stranger now.

The accident has turn my life 360 degrees change.

I wish everything will get better soon.

Yes, maybe he is in the wrong.
& partly its my fault too.
& I still need him in my life.

Flashbacks can't be erased from my head.
I am feeling the pain
Give me time to slowly forget what has happen on dat day.
& i doubt, i could forget it.
It left me traumatised.
Hope the abrasions go off soon.
Coz i can't take it any longer..
& everytym people talk bout it,
It just left me crying to remember the scene..